Eric Michael Cromer is one of the most selfish and dishonest people I have ever met in my life. I don’t think he’s bad on purpose, but…… He cheated on me and lied to me. Then he keeps coming around instead of letting me move on with my life.
Yesterday I made the mistake of hanging out with him and going to the movies. Earlier this week, after I had managed to not speak to him for 8 days (something like that), he starts texting me again. “How have you been?” blah blah blah. Then on Tuesday he suddenly wants to text me about some money I owe him. Yeah, he’ll get it when I have it. I don’t even have enough money to buy food or put gas in my car. He has the nerve to ask me for money.
Anyway, he wants to hang out. Then all of a sudden he’s telling me he loves me. I am a fool and deep down I knew what he really wanted. Some ass. He hasn’t found anyone else yet. He knows I still have feelings for him and he took advantage of that. HAVE YOU NOT DONE ENOUGH?!?!? Find some other girl to torture. You don’t give a shit about me and you probably never did.
You can tell people whatever you want about me. Pretend like I was SOOOOO mean to you. Sorry that I expected more from you than everyone else did. Atleast I thought you had potential to do great things. Obviously nobody else in your life does because they let you lie to them and they sit and watch while you do NOTHING with yourself. I wanted better for you. Sorry I have standards.
As you tell them that I was mean, I hope you are telling yourself that you are a lying jerk and maybe one day it will slip out that you cheated on me. Bet you haven’t told anybody that.
Oh and don’t forget to tell them why you stopped going to UNCC.
Then tell all of them how you used me and came over to my house so that I’d have sex with you. Tell them how you tried to make me feel guilty for breaking up with you, even though you wanted the same damn thing and couldn’t find a REAL reason to do it. Although I’m sure you have another girl anyway. You’re good for wanting to sleep with me while you’re with one of your white girls.
Seriously. Leave me alone. I gave you my entire heart and it’s about damn time I take it back and salvage what I can for someone that is going to love and cherish me. I may have my issues, but alot of what I deal with now has to do with the bull shit you put me through 2 years ago. You will never treat me the way I deserve to be treated. You will never respect me enough to tell me the truth and not lie about stupid shit like whether or not you used the stupid info-mercial grill I bought for you.
I have to let you go now and you know what? I don’t think it’s going to be all that bad. I can stop hating myself for letting you get under my skin over and over again. And maybe…just maybe I will be able to fall in love again. I deserve it.
So…if your friends happen to read this….I hope you decide to tell them the truth instead of lying forever. I would never do anything to hurt you…except for this blog which nobody reads anyway, not even you. Of course they may actually take a look at this one since I conveniently gave it the title CROMER.
One of the first things I ever told you was that I hated liars. At that point you should have just walked away. Now I have to wish I could go back in time to the day we met and turn around and walk away. I loved you and I wish you luck, but now it’s time to find someone else to play. I’m over it already.
-Tiffany
