Fun times…until the very end.
Saturday night we went to Wing Daddy’s and then headed over to Carlos’ cousin Eddie’s apartment. My little brother and three of his friends came by. We played a drinking game and I think everyone had a good time.
I worked Sunday. And we went to Wet ‘N Wild for Balloon Fest on Monday. It was a blast until the very end of the day. We were standing there watching one of the bands when my brother’s friend Nick decides to tell their little friends he had weed in my car. Hmm….well thanks for letting me know. I don’t appreciate the fact that I’m ALWAYS being nice to these kids. Driving them around and supplying them with their “party supplies” AND letting them go with me and my friends to Balloon Fest. But for this kid to bring weed in my car and not say anything…I felt sort of disrespected. I think that I should be allowed to make the decision of whether or not he can bring weed in my car. Honestly, I wouldn’t have said anything about it. No big deal but that’s not his decision to make.
Anyway, I got in a fight with my brother because I wanted to say something to his dumb friend. Micheal didn’t want me to. I shouldn’t have argued with my brother, but I was pissed off. We ended up leaving. I’m not sure my brother really understands my logic in the situation. He says he does. But he said, “What’s the point of arguing with him?” I didn’t want to argue with an 18 year old HIGH SCHOOL kid. I just felt the need to let him know that he shouldn’t have done what he did AND tell people that he had that shit in my car…in the middle of a crowd. That’s all I was trying to say. But I got mad because my brother wouldn’t let me do what I wanted to do.
Blah. The whole thing was stupid.
On top of all that I tried to talk to my mom and she’s being an selfish ass hole. Sometimes people’s true colors come out when someone dies and there are material possessions involved.
I need to get out of here ASAP. My brother says that I can’t do everything myself. At the same time I’m not going to stay here. Nobody appreciates the fact that I’m here. I have no support system. If you don’t have your family, who do you have?
I’m aggravated and disappointed. I told them that I’m tired of trying. I’m tired of arguing with them. I’m just tired in general.
So, I have a goal in mind. I’m going to save up and go visit Delilah in July. If I like it there, I might consider moving there. If not…I’m thinking San Antonio or Dallas for now. If I go to Dallas I can go to grad school and I get my masters in women’s studies. I thought about Houston so I could be closer to my brother, but I don’t think that would make our relationship any better.
Either way I have to save up and get out of here. I thought I was having issues in Charlotte. This is really making me crazy.
Anyway, I’ve posted Wet ‘N Wild pics on Myspace and Facebook. Check them out when you have some time. 
